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All Dreams of the Soul: Genesis: Part 1 of 4
All Dreams of the Soul: Exodus: Part 2 of 4
Title: All Dreams of the Soul: Numbers 3/4
Author: Tiger Lilly
E-Mail address: Tigerlillyme@yahoo.com
Rating: R
Category: XA
Keyword: Mulder Angst. X-file. UST
Spoilers: 5th season
Summary: So, what does Mulder think?
Continuation of All Dreams of the Soul: Exodus.
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Warning: This story is rated R for language and
adult situations.
Author's note: This is the third of four installments.
If you haven't read All Dreams of the Soul:
Genesis or Exodus, then Numbers is not going to
make much sense to you. My suggestion—go
back and read them.
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Numbers
Mulder slumped in the motel chair with his
long legs stretched out before him to their full
extent. He was watching Scully pack, her
suitcase lying open on his bed. He tried once
more to get her to acknowledge him.
"Scully, I said I was sorry."
Her only response was to raise her chin a little
higher. She strode between her room and his in
icy silence. With each trip she would bring a
single item with her—a blouse, a t-shirt, a
bra—then fold and pack it with a fastidiousness
that was only betrayed by an occasional quiver of
her lower lip and chin.
"Scully, talk to me."
For the first time, she turned and faced him.
"Why can't you see this?" Her tone was sheer
frustration, but her eyes held a look of absolute
terror.
"Agent Mulder, would you please tell me just
what in the hell is going on down there?"
Mulder looked around the room for Scully.
There was no sign of her or her suitcase. It took
him a few seconds to orient himself. Oh, Jesus,
he thought, another one of those dreams. He
vaguely wondered how long he had been
asleep. The light around the edge of the drapes
indicated morning. He suddenly realized he was
holding his cell phone, and Skinner's angry voice
was on the other end.
"Sir?"
"Why am I sitting here looking at an e-mail
from Agent Scully requesting a leave of absence
for an indeterminant amount of time with no
explanation as to why, other than undisclosed
personal reasons?"
The words were slowly sinking in....Leave of
absence...Scully....But Scully was right next door.
He looked at the adjoining door. The closed
adjoining door. The fuzz cleared from his mind
instantly as he bolted from the bed to the door
between their rooms and knocked. At some point
last night she must have shut it...again. He
muffled his cell phone against his chest and
called out "Scully!" in an angry, slightly frantic,
whisper. No answer.
Not that he was really expecting one because
he somehow knew that at that moment she was
sitting on a flight back to D.C. She must have
changed to an earlier flight as well, after she shut
the door. He knew it with a certainty that he
couldn't explain but had been experiencing for
several weeks. He felt that he could stand
blindfolded in a dark room and point her out like
some twisted game of pin the tail on the donkey.
It was if she had crawled under his skin and was
currently residing at the base of his skull, and it
was driving him nuts. They were obviously
spending way too much time together.
"Mulder!"
Mulder stopped knocking and uncovered the
phone at the sound of Skinner's voice. He
assumed his best agent-on-the-job persona.
"Sir, it is my belief that Agent Scully returned to
a full schedule too soon after her recent ordeal.
Her work has been suffering as a result, and last
night I suggested she return to Washington and
take some more time to recuperate."
"Agent Mulder, are you telling me that one of
my best agents has all but resigned because of a
suggestion that she take some time off?"
Mulder ran his hand over his face and through
his hair. He could tell Skinner wasn't buying it. "I
actually removed her from the case."
"You what? On who's authority did you remove
her?"
"We had an argument last night, and I may
have overreacted." He could almost hear
Skinner's jaw muscle tensing. "But I still believe
she needs some more time to recover." Mulder
cringed in preparation for the reaction he knew
was coming.
Skinner's voice was controlled rage. "Agent
Mulder, I strongly suggest that you return to Agent
Scully the gun and badge that she relinquished
to you, start acting like adults, and work out these
petty differences. If Agent Scully needs some
more time off, fine. And I will consider any
recommendations you may be inclined to
provide. But any action will be at her discretion or
mine, not yours. Do you understand, Agent?"
Mulder took a breath. "Yes, sir".
He pushed end on his cell phone and threw it
on the bed, then flopped down beside it in a sort
of depressed Nestea plunge.
"Fuck."
Skinner wanted to know what the hell was
going on, and he had no idea himself. Things
had been happening to him over the past couple
of months that he couldn't explain. That he wasn't
really consciously aware of unless he
concentrated on them, like a bug buzzing just on
the edge of his peripheral vision.
First, there had been the dreams. Strange,
hazy dreams that had started out with no form. He
had to be somewhere, but he didn't know where,
and he had to save someone, but he didn't know
who. He knew this person needed help, but he
didn't know why. He would wake from them
exhausted and confused.
Lately, they had become more distinct,
extremely life-like, yet all the more disorienting.
Waking dreams was the best way to describe
them. He would swear he was awake, watching
events unfold, even speaking to the cohabitants
of the dream. Like the one he had been having
when Skinner called. When he woke from these
dreams, he was always startled to find he had
been asleep.
Scully had been a major player in these latest
dreams and always exhibited an unsettling
combination of impatience and fright. It was as if
he were failing her, again. He wasn't sure which
were worse—the dark, amorphous dreams that
left him with a feeling of dread or the life-like
accusatory ones that left him with a feeling of
guilt.
It seemed he lived his life in a constant state of
guilt. It had started with his sister, worked its way
through his father's death, Scully's abduction, her
cancer, and most recently, her rape. Her rape,
God, that was still a raw wound. Even though
there had been no warning, he couldn't shake
the feeling that he had known she was in danger
and not responded.
The night of her attack, he had just awakened
from the first of the distinct dreams and his skin
was prickling all over. In the dream, Scully had
been yelling at him for not paying attention to the
evidence before him, but all he was looking at
was an empty table. It was then that his cell
phone rang. In his disorientation, it had taken him
several rings to find it. He finally found it in the
inside pocket of his suit jacket. He answered it,
and he heard her agonizing scream.
All-encompassing panic had set in at that point
as memories of the pleading "Mulder, I need your
help!" on his answering machine the night of her
abduction crashed into his dream-befuddled
brain. The drive to her house had been a
nightmarish deja vu, right down to the sinking
feeling in his stomach that he was too late. This
time when he arrived, it was eerily silent.
He remembered how normal her living room
had seemed when he entered her apartment,
gun drawn, alert for an intruder that might still be
there. The streetlight cast shadowy stripes
through the venetian blinds and across the floor.
He didn't even have to call her name, although
he did out of habit, because he knew she was in
her bedroom. He had entered her dark room and
softly called her name. The only answer had
been a muffled sob from the direction of the bed.
He had slid his hand along the wall next to the
doorjamb until he found the light switch. The click
of the switch echoed through his entire body as
he scanned the scene before him. Scully lay
curled into a ball, sobbing into a pillow, her
shoulder blade sticking out in a sickening angle.
The sheets were soaked in blood— mainly from
her legs and hands that looked like someone had
taken a cheese grater to them—and her face was
already bloody, swollen and bruised from the
beating. But what may have been the worst was
when he saw that her panties were down around
her knees, and the absolute realization of what
had happened caught in his throat, so that for a
moment he couldn't breath, couldn't speak,
couldn't scream.
She had fought him when he tried to touch her
and began ranting incoherently about not being
able to wake up and the time of 3:15. By the time
the paramedics arrived and sedated her so they
could transport her, he was covered in as much
blood as she was. He had thrown out his favorite
Georgetown t-shirt because the stains wouldn't
come out.
The investigation had been an act of
frustration. No sign of forced entry. Her door had
been locked from the inside; he had broken the
chain himself when he came in. All the windows
were also shut and locked.
The physical evidence was just as fruitless. No
fingerprints had been found, no hair and fibers,
no witnesses except Scully and her account was
suspect at best—an attack outside by Krycek.
Although her wounds were consistent with her
story—asphalt and dirt in her knees, backs, and
nails—there was no blood anywhere else in the
apartment. A sure indication that the attack had
taken place in her bedroom.
The only other evidence was the semen
samples—one fresh from the attack, which had
no matches, the other found dried on the sheets
from a previous encounter. That sample had
turned up a match. Him. He couldn't quite figure
out how he had contaminated that sample with
his DNA, especially since Skinner wouldn't let
him work the crime scene. It must have been
when he was on the bed trying to help her or
some laboratory error. Given the evidence before
him, he was beginning to rethink his stand on the
O.J. Simpson verdict.
It was just as well that Skinner banned him
from the apartment. He felt he had to be at the
hospital with her. In fact, he hadn't been able to
concentrate on half the questions he had been
asked by the investigating officers because of his
absolute need to go to the hospital.
She was still in the ER when he arrived at the
hospital, and he offered what little comfort he
could to her mother as they sat in the waiting
room. Well, she sat while he paced the floor and
interrogated almost every passing nurse and a
few orderlies as to Scully's condition. Skinner
had arranged for some jeans and an t-shirt to
replace the scrubs he had begged off an intern—
Mrs. Scully had turned ashen after one look at his
blood-soaked clothing.
It was after dawn when she was finally moved
to her hospital room. While Scully had spent
almost the entire first day of her hospital stay
drifting in and out of a morhpine-induced sleep,
he had answered more questions for
investigators and sat in the hallway. He was
almost fearful to enter her room, the images of
her after the return from her abduction had kept
playing though his mind. Yet, he could not bring
himself to leave site of the door to her room.
Finally, at dusk, her mother had asked him to
watch over her while she went to call Scully's
brothers. Reluctantly, he had agreed and entered
the darkening room to the quite mechanical whirl
of the medical monitors. He noticed that the
swelling and bruising on her face was even more
pronounced once the blood had been cleaned
away. But just seeing that she was no longer
bleeding, that she was breathing softly in sleep,
that she was alive, had relieved his looming
anxieties to such an extent that he had collapsed
into the chair next to her bed. He had stayed in
that chair, even after her mother had returned,
until she awoke the next morning.
Since then, he had rarely spent an evening at
home. He was either camped outside her
hospital room or parked outside her apartment.
He had gone through so many bags of sunflower
seeds, he was thinking of buying them in bulk
from a feed store. He would have sworn he
hadn't slept either, except that he awoke each
morning from one of the dreams.
He had tried to stay away one night and was
so fidgety and restless that he had gone to rent a
porn film just to have something to do. But he
ended up outside her apartment, the unwatched
video on the seat beside him. He had felt
protective of Scully before. After her return from
her abduction, he had staked out her apartment
for about a week, then things returned to normal.
But now, over a month later, he was still
uncomfortable with the thought that she was
alone.
And during all that time, he had never seen Mr.
Dry-Sperm-Sample. During those nights outside
her building, he found himself thinking about who
this guy was. He hadn't even shown up at the
hospital with flowers or anything. He could have
been a one night stand, but that wasn't like
Scully. Although there had been the tattoo
incident. An old lover come back into town?
Maybe. A new lover that hadn't worked out?
Probably. That would explain why she had been
so secretive those few weeks before the attack,
why she couldn't look him in the eye, and why
she kept leaving early because she wasn't
sleeping.
What really ticked him off was how great he
had felt those two weeks before her attack.
Despite his dreams, he had actually slept well for
the first time since his childhood. He would wake
up feeling refreshed—satisfied was the word that
popped to mind. When he came in the office,
there was Scully—eyes averted, head down,
responding in monosyllables.
Couldn't sleep! She wasn't sleeping well
because she was screwing some asshole that
didn't even come see her in the hospital. He
probably sucked in bed, too. He was probably
such a crappy lover that she dumped him.
Although, he really couldn't imagine Scully
sleeping in sheets with the spooge of an ex-
boyfriend smeared all over them. So maybe they
didn't breakup, and she's on her way back to
D.C. to see him again.
The thought of that just irritated him. It seemed
that a lot of things she did lately irritated him. Like
last night. She kept
closing—correction—slamming the door between
their rooms every time he accidentally left it open.
It wasn't like anything improper was going to
happen.
Except that she seemed to think that it already
had. In a dream! She may have been dreaming
of him while she was boffing that jerk she was
dating, but it sure wasn't his sperm on those
sheet.
Although, when she had mentioned the
dreams, for a split second, he had the most
bizarre sensation of water and her fingers
running down his back. The sensation had been
so overpowering that he had actually gotten a
hard-on standing right there in front of her and
had to turn away. It didn't help that she was only
wearing a t-shirt that was clinging in all the right
places and her nipples were as erect as his
penis. And now she thought she was pregnant,
by him as a dream lover. Granted she hadn't
come right out and said that's what she believed.
But she had certainly implied it. Telling him that
they had sex in her dreams, then her next
statement.
"Mulder, I'm pregnant."
It didn't take a giant leap to put two and two
together and have a paternity suit. After the
interrogation he had gone through when the FBI
realized the sperm sample matched his DNA, the
last thing he wanted was for Scully to be
insinuating their relationship was anything but
strictly platonic. He had sat through two grueling
hours of questions about his relationship with his
partner. Through the entire ordeal, he had
adamantly denied any sort of relationship
between the two of them other than professional.
What he had really wanted to say was, you
spend as much time with Special Agent Dana
Scully as I have and then tell me that the thought
of dressing her in leather and whipped cream
doesn't cross your mind a time or two. It was only
natural to think something like that. Scully was
smart, attractive, sexy, and the closest friend he
had. The majority of the agents in the Bureau
were closer to their partner than their own family.
It was part of the job. You couldn't truly trust
someone to watch your back if that sort of bond
wasn't there. Granted most agents were men,
leaving relatively few coed partnerships and the
potential problems that could arise. Those few
partners that did become lovers were almost
instantly reassigned.
And that was the reason he had never crossed
the line with Scully. If they had been on any
standard tap, trace, and tail assignment, he
wouldn't have wasted any time making his move.
Before the X-files, he had done it on numerous
occasions. But his work on the X-files held its
own passion, and Scully was an integral part of
his search for the truth. He wouldn't dare risk
loosing her as a partner because of some raging
hormones. Now, Scully was jeopardizing
everything because of her ridiculous dream-
induced pregnancy.
These dreams she had involving him were
obviously the ones she had told him about in her
statement at the hospital. Although, obviously not
in the detail she should have. After she had
broken down and named Krycek as her attacker,
she had told him a little more about her dreams.
She had had a total of 14 of them on consecutive
nights. All of them being extremely realistic, and
all ending at precisely 3:15 a.m. The only one
that had been violent was the last one—her rape.
She sidestepped all of his questions about the
other dreams, telling him only that they were
pleasant in a disturbing sort of way. Now he knew
why she wouldn't tell him any more about them.
He was actually kind of flattered that she had
been dreaming of him in that way, even if she did
describe it as disturbing. And to make the leap
from dreams to reality was not like Scully.
Granted, he had reports in his files of women
being impregnated by spectral visitors or during
dream-like alien abductions. But these
manifestations were typically related to
psychokinetic sending, and most abductees
never thought they were pregnant until they
underwent regressional hypnosis or regained
some latent memories of the abduction. Scully
was convinced she was pregnant, even though
they both knew that was impossible. Like some
Non-Virginal Mary.
He knew where she got that crap; her return to
the fold of the Catholic Church. Another thing that
annoyed the hell out of him. She was so closed-
minded when it came to anything remotely
extraordinary unless it was something she
learned in Catechism. She had believed she was
the appointed holy guardian of the kid with
supposed stigmata. And, although she wouldn't
talk about it with him, she had hinted at the
possibility that she had seen angels while
investigating a case as a favor for her priest.
As far as he was concerned, the Catholic
Church was the biggest bunch of charlatans on
the planet and had been since the beginning.
Convincing people they were celebrating
Catholic holidays by sneaking them in the same
time as the pagan holidays. Non-Christian
religions tended to celebrate natural phenomena
and celestial events, Catholics celebrated dead
guys.
So now Scully had convinced herself that God
had blessed her for her devotion by giving her
what she could never have, a child. It was
obvious she was suffering from post-traumatic
stress disorder brought about by the rape and
was seeking some sort of mental sanctuary in the
teaching of the Church. To the point that she was
puking up perfectly good meals as a result of
delusional morning sickness.
Well, no matter what Skinner might say, he
was glad he had taken her off this case. The
down time would do her good, and he might
actually be able to get some work done without
her throwing up and distracting him all the time. It
would be nice not knowing exactly where she
was for a change.
A knock at his door brought him out of his
thoughts. Agent Beaubrun stood outside holding
a large manila envelope.
"Agent Scully asked that I give this to you. She
left so suddenly, is everything all right?"
Mulder took the package and hefted it in his
hand. Her gun and badge, no doubt. "Agent
Scully had some personal business to attend to
and won't be returning to the case."
Beaubrun gave Mulder a sympathetic look.
"I'm sorry to hear that. Is she returning to
Washington?"
Mulder tossed the package on the bed. "Yeah,
she's claiming her bags right now."
The next woman and child were found later
that morning. Only, instead of Miami, they were
found in Provo, Utah. Mulder had to check his
reflexes and stop dialing Scully's number on his
cell phone. He would have to decipher this
autopsy report on his own. He waited impatiently
at the Miami field office for the case file and
autopsy report to be sent from the Salt Lake
office. He had bided his time questioning
Beaubrun about some of the more intricate
details of Vodun religion, particularly the
superstitions regarding death and the nine night
ritual.
Beaubrun had been patient at first. However,
after more than an hour, the agent had found an
excuse to extricate himself from the inquisition.
And Mulder was left with nothing to do other than
reread the file on the woman found in Miami,
identified as Genevieve Baptiste. He had studied
the file so many times that now he was only
halfheartedly reading as he flipped the pages. He
stopped when he came to the autopsy report.
Although written in a standard format, he could
almost hear Scully's voice reciting the weight and
size of all the major organs as she hefted them
into the hanging scale.
The report on the child was next in the file. To
anyone reading the report, it would appear to be
written with an emotional detachment, but Mulder
knew the opposite was true. He knew how much
she hated autopsying children, and this was the
first child she had examined since Emily's death.
And because of that, he refused to leave her
alone in the examining room. Although she
hadn't said anything, he felt certain she
appreciated his moral support.
He could use some moral support himself
about now. He hated waiting. Scully was much
better at handling downtime, patiently
rereviewing case files when he wanted to
question, investigate, discover the hidden truths
of a case. He really wished she were in Miami
instead of sitting in the waiting room of her
doctor's office.
Good, he thought, maybe she will get over this
pregnancy fantasy once and for all.
By the time the report arrived from Utah, it was
late afternoon. A medical examiner from the
coroner's office in Provo performed the autopsy
and provided a report almost identical to the one
Scully had on the first pair. The mother killed by
blunt trauma to the head soon after delivery, and
the child dead for no apparent reason. Although
neither of the new victims were covered in salt,
the woman had been found carefully wrapped in
a white bed sheet that was so new it still had fold
creases in it, and the child had been found less
than a mile away in the matching pillow case.
The Utah woman, an active member of the
Mormon church, had been reported missing
exactly four weeks after Genevieve Baptiste.
Mulder sat at a desk in the Miami field office
looking over the case files of the two women that
had been found. Apparently both of them had
been pregnant before they had gone missing, but
there was no mention of their condition in either
report. Both were single, no interview with even a
boyfriend, both active in their respective religions,
both reported missing by their families. With no
signs of forced entry or struggle, it was originally
assumed that they had left on their own accord.
However, both had left jobs without any notice,
and they had given no indication to friends or
families that they were leaving. The same was
true of the other six women missing in Miami,
except that none of them had turned up dead with
a crushed skull and an apparently still-borne
child. At least not yet.
Two unrelated cases, two women killed and
found in disturbingly similar manners, thousands
of miles apart. The only differences were the time
frame they were taken, four week apart, and the
additional six women taken in Miami. Were there
more Mormon women missing as well?
Agent Beaubrun came in and stood over
Mulder with a cup of coffee. Mulder didn't look up
from the files. "I need a data search of all the
single women between the ages of 25 and 45
that went missing within a week of the woman in
Utah."
Agent Beaubrun nodded his head. "Do you
think we're dealing with a serial killer?"
"I'm not sure what we're dealing with, but I'd
like some more information about the victims.
Who identified Genevieve Baptiste's body?"
"Her mother, Marrigot Baptiste."
Mulder looked up from his file. "Do you think I
could speak with her?"
Beaubrun looked at his watch. "We can try
tomorrow. Its awfully late now, and the ritual has
already begun for the evening. But we'll go to her
house in the morning."
Great, Mulder thought, more downtime.
"Thank God for remotes."
Mulder lay sprawled across his bed flipping
through the channels on the motel television.
There was nothing on. He had been intrigued a
few channels back by a Hispanic talk show on
Telemundo that featured three women in tight
spandex dresses. Although he couldn't
understand what they were saying, he got the gist
of it. It had something to do with one of the
women's boyfriend and the other's dog. The third
woman just seemed to smile alot. When it
became obvious that they weren't going to end
up wrestling on the floor in a Jerry Springer-like
event, he began flipping channels again. Late
night television in Miami sucked.
The motel phone on the night stand rang, and
he reached out and answered it.
"Mulder?" Scully's questioning voice asked on
the other end.
Well, he thought smugly, she finally decided to
call. "Yeah, Scully, it's me. Who did you think
would be answering my phone?"
"Mulder, what the hell are you still doing in
Miami?"
He hadn't expected such an angry response.
"I'm working on the case..."
Scully cut him off sharply. "Are you ready to
admit you were wrong?"
"Wrong?!?" She had gone too far this time.
"I'm not the one who's wrong."
Scully didn't respond. He waited a few
seconds but nothing. "Scully?" His only answer
was silence. "Scully, are you there?"
Her answer was soft, almost loving. "Mulder,
please come home."
Mulder sat up in bed. The television was off,
and the phone was on the hook. The clock read
6:20 am. Evidently distance didn't lessen the
effect of the dreams. He realized then that the
ringing of his cell phone had awakened him. He
answered it in a groggy voice.
"Agent Mulder." It was Beaubrun. "They're
back!"
"Who?" What was he talking about?
"The missing women. Three of them were
found last night, two more this morning, and
Miami P.D. has an unidentified woman in custody
that they think is the sixth."
"They're alive?" He had never expected to find
these women alive, not after the death of
Genevieve Baptiste.
"Yes, and they seem to be pretty much
unharmed, except that they can't remember
anything. Where they've been, what happened,
even who they are. From what I understand, the
only one who is saying anything about the
disappearance is the last one, and she seems to
be delusional."
"Where were they found?"
"All over the place. None of them were within
twenty miles of each other. One was almost run
over by a semi while she was walking down the
middle of the freeway. Another wandered into a
bar on the outskirts of Homestead. Another into
an all night dinner. The police picked the last one
up at a bus stop after someone reported her
acting strangely."
Mulder couldn't believe what he was hearing.
He needed to speak to these women, as soon as
possible. "Where are they now?"
He could hear Beaubrun shuffling through
some papers. "Uh, it looks like most of them are
in various hospitals around the area. The last one
is still in custody."
Mulder jumped out of bed and began grabbing
his clothes. "I'll leave here in ten minutes and
meet you at your office."
He clicked off the phone and pulled on his
slacks. Finally, the waiting was over.
The woman being held by the police had been
identified as Hellene Bonnelle, although she
refused to answer to that name. The officers had
placed her in an interrogation room to await
transport to a regional psychiatric hospital.
Mulder and Beaubrun found her sitting at the
table, her hand folded in front of her. Mulder was
surprised at how calm she seemed, a serene
smile upon her face. It was as if she were sitting
on a park bench instead of in a police station.
Mulder pulled out his badge. "Hellene
Bonnelle? I'm Special Agent..."
The woman shook her head and cut him off
with her soft, almost soothing voice. "I am not
known by that name anymore."
Mulder pulled out a chair and sat down. "What
is your name then?"
Her face radiated devotion as she said, "I am
called by his name."
"Who is he?" Beaubrun asked from behind
Mulder.
Hellene turned her loving gaze upon the
Miami agent. "He is the one who has cleansed
me, has cleansed us all."
"The other six women?" Mulder prompted.
Her smile broadened, and she nodded her
head. "They are my sisters, and we are all his,
together."
"What about Genevieve Baptiste?"
"He came to her last. She was the chosen
amongst us because she carried the child."
Mulder leaned in toward her. "Then why was
she murdered?"
For the first time, Hellene's face took on a
sadness. "You don't understand. Death is
sometimes necessary for life. The number will be
completed in the proper order at the proper
times."
Mulder ignored her answer. "Who killed her,
Hellene?"
"A soul cannot be stolen if it has been set free."
Mulder stood up and motioned for Beaubrun to
follow him out the door. He then began walking
down the hallway, leaving Beaubrun to catch up
with his long strides.
"Aren't you going to question her some more
about where she's been?"
Mulder kept walking. "She won't tell us
anything else. She believes she's part of a
biblical prophecy." Beaubrun gave him a
quizzical look, and Mulder stopped walking. "The
seven sisters married to one man and cleansed
of their sins, that's a reference to the book of
Isaiah and the daughters of Zion. The women of
Zion were egotistical and held themselves above
others, so God punished them by taking away
their finery and cursing them to a life of hardship
and poverty. To remove the shame attached to
the people of Zion, seven women married one
man and took his name so that they wouldn't be
associated with the sins of their ancestors. It's a
prophecy related to the coming of the Messiah
and is often used by religious cults, particularly
doomsday cults, to justify the leader's polygamy.
It's a self-fulfilling prophecy of the cult's belief in
the pending judgment day."
"So, she was a member of a cult?"
Mulder shook his head. "No, I don't think so.
These women were all active practitioners of
voodoo up until the time of their disappearance."
Mulder thought for a moment. He needed more
information about how the other victim fit into this.
"Did we get the data search results on the women
reported missing at the same time as the Utah
victim?"
Beaubrun looked at his watch. "It should be at
the office now. It was supposed to be ready by
9:00 am."
Mulder poured over the list of missing women
that had been faxed to him. Thirty-three women
had been reported missing within a week of the
Utah victim. Of these, fourteen had been located,
alive or dead, including the victim. It left nineteen
women unaccounted for. The women in Miami
had all gone missing within a three-day span, so
he narrowed his search down to two days before
or after the victim's disappearance. That
narrowed it down to nine women. Three had
gone missing from various parts of Utah, one in
New York, two in Nevada, one in Arizona, one in
Michigan, and one in Oregon.
Utah and Nevada were both large Mormon
population centers, so he pulled up the case file
summaries for those five women on the
computer. Scanning them quickly, he found them
all to be members of the Mormon church. He then
pulled up the file on the woman in Arizona. She
worked as a bartender. And the woman in
Oregon was a lesbian, probably not Mormon. The
woman in Michigan was a school teacher and
had no religious affiliation listed in her case file.
The woman in New York, however, was a
graduate student at SUNY studying English
Literature. She had obtained her undergraduate
degree at Brigham Young University. Mormon
number seven had been discovered.
Two groups of seven women, each group a
specific religion. Six women returned from one
group, and hopefully six would be returned from
the other. Each group taken within a three-day
span exactly four weeks apart.
What was the relevance of the timing? He
pulled the calendar off the wall and flipped to the
dates the women went missing. A little black
circle in the date square indicated the new moon.
Something Hellene Bonnelle had said was
tugging at his memory. Something about the
numbers being completed at the proper time. But
she said they will be completed. Did she mean
that there were more to come? More women
going missing or already missing but destined to
turn up dead? He flipped through the calendar
and began jotting down the dates of the new
moons for the year on a post-it note.
Beaubrun stepped into the cubical Mulder was
using. "Are you ready to go see Marrigot
Baptiste?"
Mulder continued flipping and writing. "Yeah,
but before we go, I need another data search."
He pulled the post-it off the pad.
Beaubrun looked at the dates. "What are these
for?"
Mulder pulled his jacket off the back of his
chair and headed toward the door. "We'll know
when I get the results."
Marrigot Baptiste lived in a small house in a
Haitian neighborhood outside of Miami. Mulder
and Beaubrun entered the front door into a
houseful of people. Beaubrun asked a question
in French of a woman standing nearby.
Beaubrun turned to Mulder. "I'll ask if she will
see us." The agent followed the woman he had
just spoken to towards the back of the house.
Mulder looked around the room. Tables had
been set up for food on one side of the room
which the people milled around. He was struck
by how uniform they looked, all in their white
clothing. They spoke with one another, and
watched, but did not speak to him. On the other
side of the room sat two smaller tables. A plate
overflowing with food, an open bottle of rum, and
a poured glass of rum sat untouched on a table
draped in purple and black cloth. Burning
candles surrounded the libations, which Mulder
recognized as an offering to Baron Samedi, the
death loa. It was an offering for the loa's
protection of Genevieve's soul from forces that
may try to use it for evil. The second table was
covered in white. A photograph of Genevieve
stood in the center next to a clay jar, both
surrounded by candles. Fresh flowers had been
strewn around the items on the table. According
to Beaubrun's explanation, this was the shrine for
Genevieve, and the jar containing her soul. Upon
death, she had joined the loa and basically
become a goddess. This worship would keep her
from tormenting her family from beyond the
grave.
Mulder tried to look as inconspicuous as
possible, although he knew he was failing
miserably. A few moments later, Beaubrun came
back and led him into a back bedroom were
Marrigot, dressed in white, sat staring out a
window into her backyard. A small child swung
on a tire hanging from a rope tied to a tree
branch. She seemed almost hypnotized by the
smooth back and forth flow of the swing.
Mulder stood for a moment, waiting for her to
notice him, then cleared his throat. "Mrs.
Baptiste...."
Marrigot Baptiste never looked from the
window. "You came to ask about my daughter."
Her voice was thick with sorrow and the lilting
French-Caribbean accent of her homeland.
Mulder opened his mouth to ask his questions,
but she continued. "She had a baby before she
died?"
She had hit on the very subject Mulder wanted
to question her about. He dropped to a squat
before her chair. "Yes, she was evidently
pregnant before she went missing. Were you
aware of her condition?"
Marrigot Baptiste smiled ever so slightly. "My
Genevieve was a good girl. She did not even
have a boyfriend. That is why the angels chose
her. She was blessed. She was the luckiest of all
women. They chose her, chose her companions
to protect her."
Mulder leaned in a little closer to her. "Chose
her for what? Why did she need protection?"
She continued to look out the window. The
child had stopped swinging and was skipping
around the tree. "There is evil in the world. It is in
all of us, and when we die, the evil cannot be
controlled. It threatens us all, and only the child
can stand against it. But the child must be
protected as well."
Mulder licked his lips with an apprehension
that he somehow knew the answer to his next
question. "Mrs. Baptiste, how did they choose
your daughter?"
For the first time, Marrigot turned from the
window and looked him straight in the eyes. Hers
were dark and red rimmed from tears, yet they
were hard and filled with conviction. "In her
dreams. Just as they chose you."
"Agent Mulder, are you okay?"
Mulder suddenly became aware of Beaubrun
standing next to him. They were standing in the
Baptiste living room, the people were staring at
them from small groups and mumbling in French.
The room seemed to be tilted slightly and
rotating.
"She doesn't want to talk to anyone right now,"
Beaubrun continued. "Besides, she's so upset, I
don't think she would give us any information we
could use."
"What?" Mulder asked. He felt off balance,
disoriented, like when he awoke from his anxiety
nightmares.
"Marrigot Baptiste. I asked if she would talk to
us, but she refused..."
Mulder mumbled a quick apology and spun on
his heels. The air was suddenly incredibly thick,
and he was having trouble breathing. He pushed
his way through the crowded room and out onto
the front porch. He placed his hands on his hips
and drew in a couple of heavy breaths. It had
been a dream?!? These were happening way to
often to be ignored.
Mulder felt as if he wanted to jump out of his
skin. Dreams, pregnancy, and chosen by God.
These were all becoming reoccurring themes.
Somehow the Utah and Miami cases were
related, and he had a sickening suspicion those
cases also involved Scully, but he didn't know
how.
He and Scully had worked on cases in the
past that had somehow drawn them into the
complexities of event they were investigating. But
never had he had a case that paralleled event in
his and Scully's life so completely. Events that
had been happening before their involvement
with the case. Both of them with unexplainable
dreams and now this.
He tried to think about anything else he knew
that tied these events together. What else had
Scully said? Something she said about her
dreams. 3:15. The dreams took place at 3:15, just
like the night of her attack. What was the
significance of 3:15? His mind seemed to be
spinning, searching, trying to place the memory
or reference that would answer his question. He
pulled a note pad and pen from his breast pocket
and wrote the numbers on the pad. Sometimes
seeing it written down triggered something. He
studied the numbers, retracing them with his pen.
Then suddenly it came.
"It's not a time," he mumbled, "it's a verse."
Beaubrun came out the front door and gave
him a puzzled look. "Agent Mulder?"
Mulder grabbed Beaubrun by the arm and
almost dragged him off the porch. "I need to get
back to my motel room, now."
Mulder went straight for the night table and
opened the drawer to pull out the Gideon's Bible.
The manila envelope with Scully's handwriting
rested on top of the Bible. He had definitely
screwed things up the night of their fight. He
couldn't believe some of the things he had said,
especially that crack about the drug use. But he
had never expected her to leave like she had or
take a leave of absence. That night, he had been
convinced she was delusional, driven over the
edge by trauma and desperation for what she
couldn't have, what even her faith in science
couldn't give. Instead of considering the
possibility of a fantastic explanation, he had cast
it aside as wishful thinking and believed she had
turned to her faith in God. And now? Now, he
wasn't sure what he believed.
He picked up the folder. Maybe Scully had
written him a note that might give him some more
insight into what was going on. He ripped the top
off the envelope and dumped the contents onto
the bed. The holstered gun and her badge
bounced once and landed in a small pile on the
multicolored motel bedspread, but no paper
came out. He looked inside the envelope to make
sure it hadn't stuck in the bottom. Still no note. He
let out a frustrated sigh. This was extremely un-
Scully. Normally, she couldn't have resisted
leaving some biting commentary about their fight.
That was one of the reasons he hadn't opened
the package earlier. And now, nothing.
Frustrated, he picked up the Bible and turned
to Genesis 3:15.
"I will put enmity between you and the woman,
and between your seed and her seed; he shall
bruise your head, and you shall bruise his heel."
The verse concerned Adam's and Eve's
dismissal from Eden, the first Biblical hint that evil
existed in the world. God pitting woman against
Satan. No, it was the offspring of woman against
the offspring of Satan. The classic good versus
evil standoff many thought would happen at the
Armageddon, and others believed had happened
multiple times throughout history. Maybe these
women were being taken and killed because
someone thought they carried one of these
children.
Had Scully come to the same conclusion he
had about the meaning of 3:15, read this
passage, and convinced herself she was
pregnant? But that still didn't explain why Scully,
a woman made barren by a government
conspiracy, had been dreaming at 3:15 every
night for two weeks. Why her dreams changed
from erotic to violent manifestations of rape. Or
why he was having the dreams he was.
Genevieve Baptiste had been chosen by the
angels in her dreams, and Hellene Bonnelle
believed she and Genevieve and the others were
fulfilling prophecy. Was this some sort of sign, a
divine insight that he and Scully had been
chosen to partake in a manifest destiny of Biblical
proportions? What Scully was claiming would
definitely qualify as miraculous; but miracles, he
was convinced were a matter of believing is
seeing.
This was beginning to piss him off. He was
recognizing patterns but couldn't get them fit
correctly. Usually by now, he had pieced together
enough to have at least some wild ass theory.
Now he didn't even have that, or even a partner
to bounce them off of if he did.
He picked up Scully's gun and shoved it back
in the envelope. There, under the nylon holster,
shining pink against the brown and gold stripes
of the bedspread, was a little stick. Hesitantly, he
reached out and picked it up. He turned it over
and found a little pink plus-sign glaring him in the
face.
"Holy shit."
Scully had left her little commentary after all,
and the subject was miracles.
He had called Scully twice, and both times
there was no answer. He knew she was home,
but she evidently wasn't taking calls and had
turned off her answering machine and cell.
After each attempt at calling Scully, he had
actually called and booked a flight back to D.C.,
then half an hour later called and canceled it. His
urge to go home was instinctive, almost primal,
but his belief that the answers were in Miami was
enough to cull any feral outburst that he had.
He tried her number again. Still no answer.
He really wasn't sure what he was going to
say if she answered. Apologize, grovel, beg for
forgiveness? Not until he got desperate. Joke
and pretend nothing happened? No, the fight had
been too serious for that. Maybe he should just
let her fume for a few days, then call. By then she
would probably have come to her senses a little,
and he could finish up this case.
He opened his cell phone and punched in the
now familiar number. "Yes, I would like to book a
ticket on your next flight from Miami to
Washington National."
It seemed he had been driving down the once
dirt, now mud, road forever. The rain hadn't let up
and had actually intensified since Beaubrun had
arrived at his motel.
Beaubrun had been standing in the rain
outside Mulder's door holding a hot pink
umbrella. Mulder had winced at the color. He was
never going to be able to look at pink quite the
same way. The sun had set a several hours
before, and Mulder had just finished canceling
his fifth flight of the day. He was afraid the airlines
were going to issue a restraining order soon, and
Scully still wouldn't answer her phone.
"Who wants to see me?" Mulder had asked
over the pounding rain.
Beaubrun's visit had been two-fold. First, to
deliver the results of Mulder's latest data request;
and second, to deliver a summons.
"Danjou, the hougan, the Vodun priest from
the ceremony," Beaubrun replied. "The one with
the sheep and the blood. You remember?"
How could he forget. Beaubrun had to take his
gun away from him when Mulder had seen the
zealots closing in on Scully. He had felt that she
was behind him from the beginning, and he had
been trying to block out that sensation in order to
watch the ceremony, a macabre celebration
complete with animal sacrifice and ingestion of
blood. Without turning around he had sensed her
slump to the ground and was actually kind of
annoyed that she was getting weak stomached
yet again.
He had then become aware that the attention
in the peristyle, the ceremonial building, had
shifted from the sheep to Scully, and the hougan
was focusing his energy on her. He had been
ready to start shooting his way through the crowd
to get to her when Beaubrun grabbed his arm.
"No! They will not harm her, but you must
remain calm, both of you. Get to her, walk her out
slowly, and I will be waiting in the car. Whatever
you do, don't panic. Just keep her moving toward
the door."
Mulder had followed his instructions, walking
pressed against her so that he could feel her
shaking vibrate through his entire chest cavity,
fighting every impulse in his body to bolt for the
door.
Then just when he thought everything was
under control, discovering that they believed she
was the living embodiment of Erzulie. That was
something you don't easily forget.
"Why does he want to see me?"
Beaubrun shrugged. "He didn't say. He saw
you at the Baptiste house and recognized you.
He said only that you should come at the magic
hour between 11:30 and 12:30 tonight. His place
is quite a ways away. If you leave now, you will
make it."
"Aren't you coming?" Mulder was taken aback
by the use of you and not we.
Beaubrun shook his head. "Agent Mulder,
Danjou is not like the hougans and mambos you
have been interviewing. He is a very powerful
man in Miami's Haitian community, perhaps the
most powerful hougan here. He does not give
interviews unless he request them, and even
then, you may be the one interviewed. He asked
to see you, not me."
So, here he was traveling through a flood to
visit a hougan at the magic hour. Normally, he
would have been thrilled. Instead, a feeling of
dread had settled in the pit of his stomach, and
he was itching to book yet another flight back to
D.C.
He slowed the car to a halt, flipped on the
dome light, and read over Beaubrun's directions.
He should be coming up on the meeting place
soon. Scully was a much better navigator than he
was. But instead of helping him find the place,
she was sleeping in her bed while he traveled
the back road to hell.
He rounded a corner and saw a small wooden
shack sitting back amongst a throng of moss-
covered trees. A kerosene lantern hung on a peg
on the porch, and a young woman, a girl really,
stood beside it with her arms crossed. He parked
the car a respectable distance away and turned
off the lights.
Mulder stepped out of the car into the muddy
yard and pulled the jacket of his suit up in a futile
attempt to cover his head. Scully was right, he
needed an umbrella. He trotted across the yard
until he was in front of the girl. She simply stared
at him for a moment, looked up into the sky, then
back at him. Water was beginning to run down
his back in a most uncomfortable way.
"Come," she finally said, "it is time."
She removed the lantern and lead him into the
shack. The building was dark except against the
back wall where a small table sat with a single
candle on it. Seated at the table was the hougan,
Danjou. He was dressed simply in a white shirt
and trousers. Mulder was somewhat surprised
and rather disappointed by his mundane
appearance.
Behind Danjou were a series of shelves
intermixed with jars and lit candles. Mulder was
almost fearful to know what was in the containers.
Hesitantly, he looked directly at one. Peaches,
canned peaches. He grinned slightly, but his
snicker caught in his throat when he saw the jar
of animal eyes sitting next to it.
The girl brought another straight back, wooden
chair, and he sat down, the legs screeking as
they rubbed against the wooden floor when he
inched it closer to the table.
Danjou looked across the table at him,
studying him, but did not speak. Mulder looked
over at the girl for some guidance, but she only
stood staring, holding the lantern. Danjou
nodded, and the girl went back to her sentinel on
the porch.
"You are strong of spirit, as is she," Danjou
finally said. "That is good. It will be necessary in
the time to come." His accent was similar to
Marrigot Baptiste, only stronger, more
authoritative.
Mulder stared back at the hougan. He tried to
maintain a composure that wouldn't be betrayed
by the sweat that was threatening to soak through
his jacket. "Why did you want to see me?"
Danjou looked upward, as if he could read the
pattern of the moon and stars through the roof
and storm-clouded sky. "Now is the time of good
in the magic hour. The time for evil comes after."
He returned his gaze to Mulder. "It is time for you
to follow yourself. To trust your heart."
Mulder gave him a puzzled look. Danjou
continued. "She is gone from here, and yet you
stay even though your heart wants to follow. The
new moon is upon us. You cannot delay, or all
will be lost."
Mulder tried to keep the shock from his voice.
Every nerve in his body was tingling as he asked,
"Is this another dream?"
Danjou spoke to him in a tone usually
reserved for children. "Do you see my
granddaughter through the doorway?" Mulder
twisted in his chair. The lantern illuminated her
face in a warm glow, and the girl leaned against
the post tapping her bare feet in the puddles
forming on the porch. "Is she really there?"
"Yes, of course," Mulder answered.
"How do you know?"
"Because I can see her. She spoke to me."
Mulder was beginning to think the old man was
crazy.
"You see in your dreams, speak in your
dreams, and yet you still doubt them. It does not
matter if this is a dream or wakefulness. She is
really there, and if I shut the door, she will still be
there, still be real. Such is the way with dreams
as it is with doorways.
So many people never open the door. Never
see everything that is there to be seen, to be
heard, to be felt, to be known. But the door has
been opened for you and for her, and you must
see everything, or you will fail." The hougan's
eyes hardened, as did his tone, "You must not
fail."
"Scully's dreams?" It was more of a verbalized
thought than a question.
Danjou nodded his head. "She has been
chosen, as have you."
Chosen, just as Marrigot Baptiste had said
about her daughter, Genevieve, but chosen for
what? Death by blunt trauma to the head?
Mulder's heart was pounding so hard, he
could feel the blood in his jugular. The hougan
did not let his gaze wander from Mulder's eyes.
"She carries the child." The hougan's lips curled
at Mulder's indrawn breath. "Evil is at work. You
have seen the work here and elsewhere, and
more will be seen. The seven sevens will be
revealed. The forces of evil have been searching,
and they search still. But now is the time of good,
and evil is not as powerful, so I can tell you this.
There is magic in numbers—seven, twelve, but
three is the strongest of all."
Mulder's mind was racing as fast as his heart.
Seven sevens. Seven Vodun women missing
then found. Seven Mormon women...
"The women..." There were obviously more,
like he thought. Five sets more. Thing were
starting to become frightingly clear.
Danjou nodded his head. "During the time of
evil, I will cast against the power to gain time. I
will use the spirits of the chosen women who are
to come before, although their number is not yet
complete, to protect the one who is to remain.
They must not find her."
Mulder could feel himself shaking and didn't
doubt that the hougan could see it. "She is
strong." The hougan continued. "They have
attacked her once, in spirit, but she survived. I
could still feel the taint when I touched her with
the blood of the lamb. They knew she had
conceived, but the number was not complete.
Seven sevens have now been taken, and the
time is right. They will try again, this time in the
flesh, and she may not be strong enough for that."
Mulder's mouth silently formed the name
"Scully" as he let himself accept what the hougan
was saying.
Danjou answered him by saying, "The others
were one among seven, but she is unique,
alone."
Mulder's body was screaming to run, but he
was held tight by the hougans gaze. His skin was
fire and ice all at the same time, and he felt that
electricity was running through him.
Danjou leaned forward ever so slightly, "She
needs your help" was all he said in little more
than a whisper, but all Mulder heard was Scully's
voice on his answering machine, her scream in
his phone, her pleas in his dreams.
His body was finally able to respond, and he
jumped back so that his chair slammed to the
floor. He ran out the door into the storm without
even acknowledging the hougan or girl.
"Damn it, Scully, answer your phone."
It was after 1:00 am, and she still wasn't
picking up. He had been in constant redial mode
since leaving the hougan's shack, stopping only
to book a flight on the red-eye that was leaving in
20 minutes for Baltimore.
He didn't even have time to return to the motel,
having only his briefcase with him, and would
have to leave his suitcase behind. He was
completely unconcerned if he ever saw it again.
He was on autopilot now. That was the closest
he could come to describing it. Danjou had said
to trust himself, and that was what he was doing.
He hit redial again and still no answer.
He was trying to simultaneously hold onto his
cell phone, airline ticket, and briefcase and look
for Gate E, while he half jogged through the
Miami International Airport. This is the most
fucked up airport in the world, he thought, then
noticed the arrow pointing out the direction of his
gate. He followed the arrow until it came to a line
at the security checkpoint. Even at 1:00 in the
morning, the airport was a madhouse.
All right, Mulder, time to think. Her mother. No,
she would never believe him. Skinner? Best not
to involve him. Then the answer came. He said
there was strength in three.
A deep, electronically altered voice answered
the phone. "Frohike, it's Mulder, turn off the
distorter."
A small click was followed by Frohike's
irritated, yet clear voice. "Mulder? Do you know
what time it is?"
"Yeah, it's 1:15 in the morning, and I'm about
to get on a plane. I need your help."
"Geez, Mulder, can't it wait until morning?"
"No, it's Scully. She's in danger, and I can't get
in touch with her."
At the mention of Scully, Frohike was all
attention. "What sort of danger?"
"Hold on a second."
He had not realized he had reached the metal
detector until it started beeping wildly. Still
holding the cell phone, briefcase, and ticket, he
managed to reach into this breast pocket and pull
out his badge. The stone-faced security guard
examined his credentials and motioned him
through with an irritated wave.
In the background of his cell phone, he heard
Langly ask "Who's in danger?" Frohike answered
"Scully" as the metallic echo of the speaker
setting came on.
"What sort of danger?" Frohike asked again.
Mulder scanned the gate numbers for E-7 and
hoped his laugh didn't sound too deranged. "I
honestly don't know, but you have to go to her
apartment and make her come with you. Where
the hell is E-7?"
"Mulder?" He thought it was Langly's voice
trying to regain his attention.
He was standing in the middle of the hall
spinning around looking for his gate.
"Nothing....Hog tie her if you have to, just get her
out of her apartment." A sudden thought popped
in his head, and he let autopilot take over again.
"And find a priest. Have him come with you, too."
"A priest?" Byers let out a little laugh of his
own, which said, Fox Mulder, you're insane.
"Mulder, where are we going to find a priest at
this hour?"
"I'm sure you'll think of something." Finally, he
thought, E-7. They were announcing the final
boarding call.
"Where should we take her?" Byers asked.
"Anywhere you think is safe. I'll find you
wherever it is."
He handed the gate agent his ticket who gave
him a tired smile. "I'm sorry, sir, but you'll have to
turn that off now. Safety concerns." Mulder held
up his index finger in a request for more time.
"Mulder," Frohike asked, "what's going on?"
Mulder cut him off. The gate agent was giving
him and his cell phone a very disapproving glare.
"I can't explain now. I have to catch my flight. I'll
see you in about four hours."
He hung up and ran down the boarding
tunnel.
Four hours. He didn't know if he could last that
long without ripping his hair out. At least he had
his list of missing women to review.
God, he thought, what if I don't make it?
That thought was so terrifying that he did
something he hadn't done since he was a kid. He
began praying. He prayed that the hougan had
bought him some time. He prayed that the guys
could convince Scully to leave with them. And he
prayed that this time, he wasn't too late.
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